hahahaha. too viscidly, gelatinously, ruby-ly (aka bloody) lazy to type anything of worth tonight, plus there's 58 x 3 pages of clinical medicine, history taking, physical examination, systems review to read by tomorrow, considering that the first surgical tutorial commences in less than 36hrs, and possibly more medicine tutorials to follow. it's really mad, and i'm here pecking away diligently on my keyboard. i must be mad, out of my mind, insane, loony, crackers in a bin, fruitcake on a shelf. one shudders to remember that tutors require the rep to arrange the tutorial at least 24hrs beforehand (me for the med half group), and the students to read all the basic clinical med + exam techniques + history taking + relevant requested tutorial system review. meaning, if i'm going to ask our dearest, most conciliatory, accomodating, considerate tutors from rheum and derm to give us tutorials, i'd better have a damned good idea 1) what my half group intends the tutor to cover and 2) the date, time and venues when we're available. part 2 ain't too hard cos i've sorted the timetable out (was a really shamblycrappy mess of entangled nonsense yesterday!), so i really need to ask deborah, matin and grace if they want pushed-forward medicine tuts, and if so, what they've reviewed to sufficient confidence to ask for. i guess it's the 4 mains as usual first - cvs, respi, neuro, GIT. what then? and besides, i've a feeling the 2 tutors, wellmeaning as they may be inclined to be, will inevitably start shifting the tutorial focus to their respective specialties, albeit serendipitously (i hope). it boggles my limited mind capacity just to think of it. i'd never, i repeat, never, survive as a bureaucrat. never. over my dead, cold body. too much redundant, bluish vague stuff. i like clear cut stuff. yes? no? not: hmmm, maybe, give or take, let's say 49% and 51%. i'd really really like to see if surgery people really do behave as i do. if they really do, hallelujah. Hallelujah to God. i'd have found my brethren and calling :D if not... i guess i'll have to begin the not-admired task of bumbling around until i find a specialty that is willing to take in a miscreant like me. haha. things like E med or critical care. though both, i assure you, are already 1 or more foot/feet deep into the sludgy, disagreeable muck called "the grey zone".

anyway. that's not really the point of this post. i've never posted pictures on this blog before, neither have i loaded pictures from my new phone to the laptop before. o this groundbreaking ceremony spans 2 informational transfers! yay. let's hope you like the series of really no-point pictures (and the even more, ultimately, no-point video)...

that's jerlyn, my sis, and cliff, my freedom bro. they're both mightily a part of the family in their own right... there was a time when i asked if i could live with another sibling, so much younger than me. now, i ask myself: can i live without jerlyn? can i live without cliff?

.........

yeah.

i guessed as much.

and this is my dad and my sis. people holding ice lollies do look adorable. regardless of age. haha :D

yup, and this is my mum. and my omniscient sister, whose ice lolly hasn't melted a single iota since i started snapping the series of pictures of her with other family members. lolx.

and being the itchy butt-ed heretic tha i am, i MUST present this picture on its side. it happens to be on its right side. which DOES NOT elicit the tapping apex beat sign. which stands for some obscure cardiac anomaly that i honestly cannot remember, even if my underwear were of being put on instant auction. shucks.

oh, ad for korean drama afficionados, there's also the ever-present sheng-cai-bao-kao-rou, or Raw Vegetable to be Enshrouding the Cooked Boar. haha. i took a video of this, considering that it's a process to be savored visually, not by a series of dead, static pictures. let's hope this feature works...

okay.

so it doesn't work.

blah.

nevermind :D hahahaha. u can always rent a couple of korean dramas and watch the real stuff, while crying your lacrimal glands out of commission :D

going off to bed! gotta finish off the stupid readings at 5plus tml. i'm going absolutely fritters-ly bananas.